the sum of small things — book release

It’s finally here and I couldn’t be more pleased!

the sum of small things

The booklet featuring photography and poetry on a wide variety of topics: creative, challenging, introspective, uplifting–much like you’ve read on my feed for some time! Order yours today for $US 19.95 + s/h e-mail me at poetryjpz@gmail.com for information on how to receive your copy!

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Photo credit (background to book): Olesya Grichina via http://www.unspash.com

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je suis @capgaznews


gasping for breath,
recalling horrifying chants of
je suis charlie

which filled streets,
news cycles,
media feeds,

forever
and openly
linking

us 
with 
journalists

gunned down
in cold blood in 
paris,

appalled that
satire 
could evoke

this depth
of response,
lives snuffed out  

by blasts from
screaming
kalashnikovs

in another year,
another city,
another continent.

and now 
we cry
je suis @capgaznews.

no audible
words heard
as shots rang out,

only sinister  
reminder 
of hatred

so deep, so
long held,
easily emboldened

to act upon 
murderous threats
that none are safe.

those daring to 
put personal 
safety on the line

to research
and report have 
been shamelessly 

named enemies
of the people,
a danger to

the country.
we are left to 
defend this country

from those who incite
violence and hatred,
feigning to ignore 

connection
between vitriol
and hideous crime.

the ultimate silencer
threatens to strip those
of their voice

who write boldly,
and yet they 
carry on 

 despite hostility
until one day they are
gunned down 

for daring to 
expose, publish 
speak truth.

compelling.
unflinching.
truth. 

je suis @capgaznews
“We are all The Capital”

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© Julia Penner-Zook, 2018
Photo credit: Unknown (if you know who the photographer is, I will credit). 

allow me my c-word

just this week
images of
children locked

in chain-link cages,
kept like animals and
charged

with nothing more than coulds,
demanded we keep
nighttime vigils,

our collective
cognition
challenged
:

they could become M13 gang members
could be human shields used by coyotes
could grow up to terrorize our privilege.

but can we really abuse and
warehouse children based
on coulds?

photos of a capricious
costume emerged,
brashly declaring,

“i really don’t care,” worn by one
caught in the act of pretending to
care–ludicrous irony–

caring
the most fundamental
pillar of any

public servant’s
portfolio, crassly replaced
by cynicism, callousness

and criminality, an attempt
at camouflaged and color-coded
comedy perhaps?

we’ve been shaken
as cries, chaos, and confusion
have reached incomprehensible

proportions, sinister
cacophonies of collusion
rumbling over

country’s tumultuous
landscape, coupled with the
withdrawal from the very

council designed to
protect human rights –
icing on our collective national cake.

we’ve witnessed reports
in abject horror as
barred prison buses

carrying its wee
cargo rolled out of
one border camp

after another, leaving us to
demand: where to? why?
what now?

children ripped from parents,
flown to distant states for
confinement, not reunification,

political pawns and
deemed collateral for
future deterrent.

and what of the children,
innocent and vulnerable,
who need THEIR families?

placating promises of adequate care,
trained professionals, medical services,
loving homes — anemic comfort.

no. the children need
THEIR families. no other
arms will do.

and i wrestle with complicity
aiding or abetting
illegal, corrupt

conduct – with full
understanding or
completely unwittingly.

i am complicit
if fear seals
my lips and

blinds my eyes.
i am complicit
if i rationalize

and deflect, if
my but-what-ifs outshout
my but-what-nows.

my own most highly
charged c-word is
complicity.

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There is a lot of emotion swirling around what’s currently taking place in our nation and around the globe. We are horrified, angered, stupefied, sometimes grasping for words. Any words! Words to convey the depths of our feelings; words to release the stress we feel; unfortunately also words to lash out. Various degrees of profanity and vulgarity have found their way into everyday speech of the everyday person.

This is my personal  journey of  c-words.

© Julia Penner-Zook, 2018
Photo credit: Rev. Hannah Adair Bonner, taken near the Tornillo Port of Entry in Texas

cursed identity

Who are we when

we argue endlessly
over semantics, numbing rhetoric
about what constitutes
legal and illegal

we blame the very persons
endangered by murder,
kidnapping, and rape
as the culprits, and

contentiously shout
at perfect strangers about
the criminality of parents
seeking refuge

label intentional departure
from this world, whether
in jail cell or hotel suite
a selfish act, or worse – deserved

Who are we when

we say there are laws,
we cannot violate
the president has said so —
and then there’s Romans 13 —

we say it’s all those people
across the political aisle — they
are to blame for actions
resulting from

policies we prematurely
brand as laws, but
could be revoked
with the stroke of a pen

before midnight —

before we recline
on luxurious sheets
in well designed beds, coddled
in climate controlled comfort,

before the brutalized feel another
blazing sunrise in flimsy tents
on dusty desert expanses
imprisoned for fleeing extermination

Who are we when

we join the president and attorney general
in Pilate’s meaningless hand-washing,
shrugging smug shoulders,
pointing fingers

at anyone – anything except our
misguided protectionism of
everything we’ve defined
as American safety

racial purity
exceptionalism,
valuing profits
over parenting

Who are we when

our pampered existence
is our greatest concern, if
it trumps mercy, hope, and
justice — a safe place for all

when yearning to breathe free
is criminalized, penalized,
world-wide welcome excised
by the Mother of Exiles

Who are we when

our profound greed,
our hoarding of what is
not ours to keep
closes our hearts,

harmonizes with our piously
interpreted scriptures, pretending –
yet again – that we are right,
they are punishable.

If this is us

then the peril is ours,
our benighted minds live in
murky darkness, our souls
sold to the angel of darkness,

for we have dulled our
senses — systematically refusing
to see, to feel, to hear
the cries of the least of these

we have brought a curse upon ourselves.

***

© Julia Penner-Zook, 2018
Photo Credit: The New York Times

invitation to dance

 

we move, sway,
in and out,
back and forth,
as if centripetal and centrifugal forces
pull, then release,
apart, then
draw us close
in Divine mystery.

we breathe in, exhale,
taut muscles relax,
eyes close as flaming red orb
slips motionless to muffled horizon.
sunset.
the onset of darkness
no longer terrifies—
not in the arms
of the Divine—
swept into river’s swift current,
leaping with fire’s flames,
one with the un-namable.

this blend of rapture
and terror enfolds
without restriction
embraces
without entanglement
en-livens
without oppression

as heads lift, then lower,
limbs leaping into mellowing dusk,
bodies bending in reverence,
faces glowing, unencumbered
we reach the invisible portal–
one with the un-tamable,
one with Transcendence.

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© Julia Penner-Zook, 2018
Photo Credit: Stacey L. Rhoades; used with permission

at the close of another work week and the beginning of the different rhythm of a weekend, i invite you to become still, pay attention, open your heart and mind, and enter a sacred space.
what makes it sacred?
if we take the time to truly disengage from our hectic, noise saturated, electronically tethered lives, we become aware of the profoundly mysterious, yet calming, soothing, healing presence of the Divine.

.

 

let freedom roll

let freedom roll

a noose constricts
the hours of each
day, acrid judgments
sear her soul, imprison and
sentence her to

perpetual scrutiny,
contrived condemnation,
third-party intrusion
arising from nothing
more than

existence in open
places where she
and her children
have a home, but
no refuge.

she seeks out the
crevices between
realities, sheltering treasure
where it may thrive
unthreatened.

while those
on the other side
laugh, shout, demand
without thought or
inhibition,

she watches, worries,
wrestles, wakens with
weary bone to chase
the blight from
red-lined confinement.

dignity defines her
work, her irrepressible
passion for life,
her children rocked,
danced, embraced, cajoled,

raised to be worthy of their
regal lineage of warriors
and queens, impenetrable
global family united in
strength.

your time is now.

***

© Julia Penner-Zook, 2018
Photo Credit: Steve Johnson via unsplash.com

A Mother’ s Day Tribute to all the women fighting for this generation and those yet to come. 

 

Mourning Glory

Utterly gutted, expended, every
reservoir siphoned dry,
the internal recesses of the soul
worn, torn, forlorn, every fiber
reaching for life.

Creative elan slowed
to a trickle, a dribble,
one weary drop feigning
a splash; no cache to plunder before
absolute depletion.

O glorious earth,
enigmatic energy, throbbing
pulse beneath my feet,
soil and shale, water and woodland,
tiny speck within the sprawling cosmos,

can you, despite your wounds
inflicted by unwary wanderers, still
offer solace, serenity, surety
that you will beckon earthlings
to find healing?

Or are your wounds–like mine–
too deep, strained, pained
to offer aid, our reciprocal
and collective bane extracting
final groans of desperation

from voiceless caverns–
hidden sanctuaries–still tempted
to deny our demise, grasping for
lifelines, hopeful signs, sacred shrines
to undo our final descent?

Will common human experience–inherent
concern for shared dwelling–drive
us into regions yet unexplored
to draw upon those inner deposits
beautifully pristine?

No effort too small,
none too great to expend on the
vibrancy of this planet,
mining the depths of each one’s
inner resources.

***

Here is my small contribution to Earth Day, having spent some time outside this afternoon enjoying the visit of the pictured demur mourning dove.

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© Julia Penner-Zook, 2018
Photo Credit: Julia Penner-Zook

Just a reminder: “the sum of small things,” a photography and poetry book–similar to what you see in this post–has JUST been released. Contact me at poetryjpz@gmail.com for details.

unrest & resurrection

bleeding and exhausted,
mercilessly taunted, agony
disclosing flayed flesh, weeping for
yet another one–now multitudes–gone,
anguish of loss entangles the heart.

unable to shuffle forward, blinded
by menacing image, deafened by
harrowing utterance, inconsolable cry
piercing through the night, a dagger slicing
through humanity’s dark struggle to survive

this unrest. this jagged edge–
once tender soul–is balancing
too many broken pieces, sheltering
uncounted mourning masses
invisibly within.

concealed assailant

suffocating, debilitating, confiscating all that
holds out hope. weight must be redistributed,
shifted, lifted from one to another,
allowing breath to return, water to
seep into cracked inner worlds.

can holy rest embrace beleaguered mortal,
earth’s womb welcome wounded warrior,
spirit anoint broken body, divine wind
touch the battered, the bruised, the forsaken
with resurrection?

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In this week between Palm Sunday and Resurrection Sunday, we wrestle to make sense of the turbulence, the trauma, the torrents of injustice and balance it with the hope of healing, the prayer for peace, the vision of new life. We are called to live in this liminal place–looking intently on all that causes wounds in our lives (and our world), all the while allowing hope and love to heal and resurrect us.

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© Julia Penner-Zook, 2018
Photo Credit: Stacey L. Rhoades

“the sum of small things,” a photography and poetry book–similar to what you see in this post–has JUST been released. Contact me at poetryjpz@gmail.com for details.